I cry why O' why did my mommy have to die? Too many questions, no
  answers confuses my mind. Like what did I do, what did she do, who's
  to blame, no one understands what I'm going through. So how can I trust
  what I can't touch and can't see. Believe in love and she's in front of me.
  Silence in your eyes, my heart so cold. No time for goodbyes, then you
  leave me alone.
  
  So what do I do accept it and carry on? Or release my anger, until it's gone.
  Show you and this world exactly how I feel, death in full color, It's never
  been so real. It's been me and you, It's always been me and you. No matter
  what we faced, we always made it through. Get out of this dream, do what
  I gotta do. No one can take your place and I don't want them to. If I could
  take your place, I would, I would take your pain. Just to see you smile and
  say my name. Just to hear you laugh and hear you cry. I don't understand,
  I don't know why.
  
  I've never been it this state of mind, life just don't make sense. With you I
  could move mountains, but right now I'm helpless I guess. You always knew
  what was best. Believed in your God, til the very last breath. You showed
  me how strong you can be. If Jesus saved your life, could he do it for me?
  I'll lay down my life for you and for Him Believe God's promise, I'm gonna
  see you again.
  
  Lord here I am, but I am no one, believe in Your name, believe in your Son.
  If you meet me here I will wait on you. Sacrifice and serve, do what you want
  me to. I'll take it day by day, and sit at your feet 'cuz you are strong when I
  am weak. I seek to keep from going under until I hold you again, I'll always
  wonder.
  Oh God why did my mommy have to Die?
  Why did my mommy have to Die?
  
     I just cried as she hung me off the ceiling
  I just love the pain
  I was ready as she raised her whip
  And she whipped me so good
  She whipped me so good
  
  I never felt this way before
  As this thing was spinning around
  My hands were tied to this hook
  And oh man what she did when she was in control
  And she knows what I need
  And she's making sure to give it to me
  And I don't think I ever want to come down again
  She's raping me
  
  She made me stay like a dog
  I was ready as she raised her whip
  And she whipped me so good
  She whipped me so good
  
  She lets me loose sometimes, and makes me do all my needs
  But i always crawl back again, so she can do what she please
  Sweet love is best, it never makes her sweat
  She ties me down for a second round, there's nothing i regret
  I was begging for mercy
  But on the inside I was begging for more
  It's the only way to make me cum!
  
  She made me stay like a dog
  Please don't ever stop
  She made me stay like a dog
  I was ready as she raised her whip, and she whipped me so good
  She whipped me so good